arnt you lucky? You’ll have your cake. You’ll eat it too.
I’ll resign. I’ll dance along. I’ll completely hide the loneliness, then jealousy and the pain. I love you so much,but no matter how I tried to swim against the current, no matter how many times I tried to tell you how I feel, it would all get lost. Then the fights and the anger
And the hurt feelings.

I’m tired. Im not strong enough to do this.
So I’ll pretend to be happy, and give you peace mind.
I give up.