eternal green
Sunday, May 11, 2014
Spring lasted for only a fleeting moment, and the hot feel of summer has come unexpectedly.
The increasingly hot air, sudden rain showers and the loud sound of fans make me once again, nostalgic for feelings I know longer have the luxury of having.
The simple, mindless waiting for summer vacation to come, the days spent blissfully doing nothing without guilt, the staying up late playing games, blogging and listening to KPOP.
All of it, I miss doing these so much. I still do them, but guilt soon follows.
I'm 20 years old.
I no longer get to waste time, but I do it anyway.
Is this what growing up means?
The increasingly hot air, sudden rain showers and the loud sound of fans make me once again, nostalgic for feelings I know longer have the luxury of having.
The simple, mindless waiting for summer vacation to come, the days spent blissfully doing nothing without guilt, the staying up late playing games, blogging and listening to KPOP.
All of it, I miss doing these so much. I still do them, but guilt soon follows.
I'm 20 years old.
I no longer get to waste time, but I do it anyway.
Is this what growing up means?
