冬眠 とうみん

Sunday, February 17, 2013

I’m so tired again.
I feel so gelatinous and spineless today. Probably because I’m barely doing anything. Messy hair, eye circles, dry lips, I probably look homeless. But..even it’s so cold and windy out, there’s nothing I can do but stay inside and wrap myself in blankets with all the lights off. I feel the same as always. I don’t feel much of anything. I don’t want to go back to square one after all of this..back then, there was always something terrible troubling me. I don’t want to live at all if it’s going to be this way. I need to take a hot shower and drink some tea, and I need to shut my mind off for a while. Byebye.