The same feelings.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

TODAY IS

I just want happiness.
I want to look in the mirror and like what I see,
and not feel like a defected person in comparison to better looking, more stable women. Bleh..I just feel down tonight.  I don’t want to live so lamely anymore, but I don’t know how to change either. One step at a time, I guess. I just need to be positive, being down really doesn’t help me at all. It’s so hard but for now, I guess I should try to distract my idiot self..As for today? It was good. The diner is so slow, it’s really wonderful for a change. I just want this week to be over so I can crash in to my bed again. That’s all.