Shit...another day spent in bed. So much regret right now. I wish I got up to at least tidy up. I feel depressed and anxious..because of that, I want to ignore everyone and everything. I want isolation. With isolation, comes
control..at least, to my sick little brain anyway. I wish I didn't feel this way..it's making me feel like I'm a hopeless old lady instead of a young naive. Damn it all.
Thank God for small favors though. At least I have you know..everything I need for happiness right here. I just need to wake up! But not now, time for sleep.
My night in a nutshell; Nice weather, soup, and DevilMan Lady.
Bye for now?