Sigh

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Still uneasy..after all this time.
Today was a good, ordinary day. I have a lot to be thankful for…so why is my mind like this? Why am I so fucking sick in the head? Has my brain turned to rotten filth? Because that’s all I think about.
”Testing myself”
It’s killing me.
I am corrupt. I want this to stop. It bothers me. This is a waste of time/
No one knows how much this is killing me. It’s all so sickening. I can’t take this for much longer.