nothing.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

The sun is lighting up the room and everything looks pale.
It’s sickening.
I feel like throwing up.
Mind is still fucked. Will I ever get out? I’m just worried I’ll never stop thinking this way. It makes me sick. It is one big monster who is overshadowing my life. Life is great. I had so many hopes when I was in High School. Looking back hurts. How did it get this way? Do not take away my happiness.
My body feels as though it is gelatinous.
I didn’t get anysleep. The nocturnal life sucks.
A fucking cold shower is what I need.

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